When I was first starting, first couple of years, I use to trade stupidly like the OP does, thinking I knew how to trade and when I lost, of course I put the blame on the brokers, market makers and whatnot haha, and obviously it was my fault. I was checking his trades and pics and man, this is noob irresponsible trading. Look how much this guy let the trades go against him LOL, and look how many trades, that is textbook example of overtrading... Dozens of trades opened and left running overnight, in a lots of markets that have high correlation, it is like opening lots of positions in the same market.
This guys is making trading decisions based on a coin toss and then opening a position against the previous in case his wrong lol
Have this guy ever heard of risking 1% or 2% of his account when trading? And that is not PER TRADE
IC Markets is one of the best forex brokers out there. All this manipulation of prices and leverage and whatever you think happened is paranoia and an excuse to no look in the mirror.
Trading is not a game, if you trade without stops, that is a very expensive lesson you learned. My stops are not larger than 5, 10 pips, and I always babysit my trades. Learn how to trade properly using a proven method like VSA, what you are doing is gambling, not trading.