I know that i'll write some idiotically obvious thing, but you'd better realise whether you really want to trade seriously or not, especially after you got some experience from trading. I mean that this whole thing looks magnificent at first sight, but when you start to work out how to trade, this spell disappear and you just realise that you need to learn and practise a lot. I think that it is necessary to have a kind of a role model for you to trade. This will help you maintain motivation and inspiration which are necessary to have in order to find the mental resources to kep on learning even without any decent results.