Right... That's sort of what I thought.
Okay, I know you don't wanna hear this right now, but you NEED to go into this thing with both eyes WIDE open. I may be new to trading, but I DO understand that I need to study it thoroughly first. I got burned to the tune of $1200 in 2 months because I went into trading all gung-ho but only half-cocked. Now you may think that this disqualifies me from giving any advice on the matter since I'm a loser, but trust me, I've been where you are right now.
Tell you what...
Just as an experiment, go here:
Forex Currency Trading Broker Reviews By Forex Traders
and pick a broker. Try to go with a broker who has the most number of "Stars" and also the most number of "Reviews".
Visit their site and look around for a "Demo Account". Once you find it, download it.
You may be required to register at the site first though and if you hate spam mail as much as I do then it'll probably be a good idea to setup a temporary email address for this and NOT give them your real phone number.
Try out the demo account and see how you like it. There are no risks involved as a demo account isn't a real trading account, it's sort of like a video game version of Monopoly which more or less accurately simulates how a real trading account works.
Let me know if you have any problems with it
Good luck man,
Mike.