Learning not to F**k-up

I think the biggest part of people misunderstanding me is they don’t know the mistakes I have made and PAID for. The mistakes I have seen other people make and DIE for. I have LEARNED from THOSE and Know how not to get into trouble the same way because of it. Not beaten down, just knowing how not to do it again. It is called learning from your environment and owning the lesson by living through it and practicing the knowledge it gave.
I am not a thief. I NEVER took anything of my “kills”, there is a difference in character.
This is the hardest thing to learn.